Man, ya know, I think the one thing that there is never enough of, and you always run out of, and is always working against you . . is time. There's so much I want to do just in my regular day to day and I never can. I doodle all the darned time but I can never finish them. I want to color digitally all this stuff but there's just never enough time to sit down and do it. I want to make badges, I want to play more WoW, blah blah. I feel so arty and I want to use it! My mom is always saying I'm never home enough. My job doesn't help. A 40 hour job really sucks it when you're trying to maintain a social life. Although, unlike school, I like how I can come home and completely forget about work, no home work to be worried about. But I'm at work 8 hours, for 5 days, not 4 hours for 4 days XD. And I feel so blah physically, really really blah. I'm getting sick of my job too. I mean, for someone who has a college degree and should be doing something with it and isn't, works a retail job, I love my job, I work with neat people and meet neat people all the time. But man it's stressing me out. We're all stressed out because people from another store have come in and just totally changed us around without asking any of us. I really just want to take like a week off but my dog needs to go the vet for her yearlies and my lizard is losing weight so he needs to go too and my mother is chewing me out about it, even though her dog needs to go too. So no time off for me I guess. Plus my scanner is STILL packed up. When it rains it pours. I do have one very bright spot and his name is Wesley ^^ I'm a mess XD I also got two new piercings, my right lip (which my parents aren't thrilled about) and my tragus (that nubby piece of cartilage over your ear canal). They are healing nicely

So I want a subscription. My deviations are piling up and I really miss having thumbnails. I don't want this account getting backed up and trying to keep up with journals is difficult XD

Also, I basically give up trying to get to AC. *sobs*

No one reads my journals so it doesn't matter that I post this, but if anyone is interested in badges for AC lemme know. I can do all sorts of stuff, busts, full body, dangly cut out outs, square ones, the words can be a part of the image, floating seperately, individual dangly letters. You name it and we can work out a price. If I get enough interest, which I won't, I can work out an official price list. There are a few examples in my gallery.